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On the 26th april 2007 was my 19th b’day. Gosh…im getting older haha….anyway. it wasn’t all that grand or whatsoever, but learning that there are FRIENDS who had plan something for me and ms.jamuna makes me feel happy as it feels like im showered with cares and concern. Although I have to miss it, “im sooo SORRY guys…” I knew that the ppl I was with were truly FRIENDS. Life has been rough for me during high school yrs, but guess what? College life seems calmer…ha ha except I do drink more then before…opps…shh….(drink water…)[STRESS LA….]The ppl I wanna thank for making part of my life is NADIA and DURKA…you two were beside me no matter what happens and I can never thank you two enough…love u 2’s…the ppl who recently entered my life is ms.jamuna, parveen, samreet, george, mash and the de-lingua ppl….love all of you….especially nadia and durka, u show me the true meaning of what friends are for and there’s no other way I wanna wish for more on my 19th b’day. Although I never got any presents….but you guys have given me the perfect gift that I will always cherish and remember…my wish this year is to complete my full accounting courses, continuous friendship from u guys, get a good job, and…the rest…is secret lar….can’t tell …. Anyway, thanks ppl, love you all loadz….exams wei…STUDY…!haha…..

well, at the end getting potato is not my intention. i fooled loadz of ppl (how could ppl think i was crazy about him?)  n some even made me hurt….it hurts me too badly that i think i can’t do anything…being me can;t even hold a grudge against tat person…oh gosh…watever it is….is

pls get me right I don’t like POTATO!!! but mash potz…can..hehe

i really dunno how to manage my life anymore. its like my life has been turn upside down. 1st, my parents aren’t in good terms for 3 weeks, (im the post girl) passing little reminders, notes and comments around, my assignments has juz got harder and harder, (and i juz  wanna enjoy life!) my exams are juz a few weeks away…and my mum wants me to do well in tis as im taking 8 subs.  what now?? any solution?? any solution to solve my problems? i feel like throwing everything all the worries on me and look 4ward but i can’t… i still want to do my best in my exams and assignments and my parents? i’ve tried but everything still seems like it was nothing. i dun want anything to happen at all. birthday wish? study hard and get my parents back on talking terms. wish me all the~~BEST~~ please….

FAREWELL PARTY TURNED SPLASH SPLASH PARTY….

On the 14 of April 2007 was the best night of my college life…we were going to a lecturers place to have a farewell thinggi for another lecturer…one of d best lecturer around….first we started by makaning and than just simply hang out near the pool side… and yes taking pictures after pictures…. Our face was quite soar after all tat…oh ya ms. Jamuna our club lecturer was really out for a splash splash night…she got thrown in the pool….twice. 2^nd time was trying to get another student in. others were ms. Vicky and samreet. Well we were all quite hyper tat night…none stop. After tat poor samreet he was suffering..why? dunno wor why….tat whole night my mind was so….fuzzy…thinking bout…….dun ask me who or what it is k…I’ll nv tell you… my secret…dirty? No lar…not dirty…very clean wan… yea a great night to remember…. And then we went to d MAMAK…I was super sleepy by then coz I only had 3 hrs of sleep preparing for a presentation on that very same day. Yea, a GREAT night. Well, maybe going to the ZOO will be fun and yea get to see the monkeys and BABOON… samreet….ur relative….JUST JOKIN ah…

Enjoy,

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Wow…..finally I’ve tried go-karting at the sepang track. The feeling was really good…..love the track…. Remember, There was tis german boy who hit my bro….guess wat the whole family was there….and surprisingly with a little glance and smiles….me and the boy’s older bro parted with a smile and wave….to put it in a simple way we were instant friends….how do I tell my bro tat? He would think I was silly rite? But the whole german family was all smiling at me….his mum, the 2 brothers and if im not mistaken I think the dad did too….so how? Wat can I do? First I thought I was silly that they were smiling at me but later I finally realize actually they were LOOKING at me and smiling at me. Well, that boy’s older brother was sort of cute though. Hehe….well, I finally told my bro about tat….telling him tat I wave good bye to em…. I think the boy who hit my bro was afraid of my bro as he tried to avoid my bro while on the track, you could see the fear while tat little german boy was on the track. Well, from my point of view, I think the family might have felt abit uneasy and was willing to make up for wat the boy did to my bro. The best thing of all, I really did enjoy myself. It was like a break for me from all tat course work that I have been working on. I still have another 4 subjects to do…even after all the research I have to do…haiz…..

well, i told mummy bout is being shy bossy or arrogant. mummy says shy means selfish…..gosh….izzit?? if like tat i got to smile…and smile…and talk and talk till im not shy anymore izzit?? oh well im trying…..

okay, honestly im a shy person. i only talk to ppl whom i really really know. i only smile to ppl whom i know or when ppl smile at me…..is this character friendly?? i don’t know. im  really a person who’s really shy….. i find it hard to communicate to guys too….(i mean smile…talk….) so all in all im not an arrogant or bossy person… im shy…rite?

ok, i’ve just started serving God in the media ministry. nothing big…. but yup. well, yrs back i used to served in i think 3 or 4 ministry in my previous church, so does my parents. after serving there for 4 yrs plus, my family decided it was enough of giving and started receiving spiritually. we were extreamly dry. so, we went to SIB…(im not saying tat my prevoius church was no good or wat…of course i miss alot of ppl there espeacially my friends who was so close to me and the pastors) but well God had a plan for us. we became members of the church but nv join any ministry as we were afraid where it will take us to. but God was not going to leave us shaking our legs.(means nothing to do la) sooner or later my dad became a core of a cell and my mum became an urm core….we were all blessed….as for me, im still in my college yrs and for all u college ppl do know how stressful it may be with assignments and assignments meeting with deadlines, but yet suddenly something told me to go for it when i saw the invitations for more recruites….of course my parents are worried tat i would not be able to take it, i honestly can’t say much, but wat i wanna say is tat if my parents still allows me to attend trainnings, late hrs, early hrs….i wanna continue to serve God. (we have to honour our parents decision too!) at the end of the day it’s not about pride being in a ministry or what, it’s about servanthood….not serving or dun wanna serve b’coz of ur flesh but it’s b’coz of ur spirit and ur love for God…being in a ministry allows me to remember it’s becoz we wanna serve HIM and not bringing pride to ourselves. (hope there’s nothing wrong with what i said….)

on sunday, my dad and bro when to d sepang track coz my bro wanted to practice his karting, well wat happen was a young german boy and his bigger bro was playing knock the kart while practicing well they were actually bullying each other on the track by knocking each other wif da kart which i think it was practically stupid and childish. while my bro was on d track this younger boy came and knock brandon from behind, guess wat?? my bro flew and hit sideway……it must be really painful as he was crying while he was in his kart and he dun cry unless it was really pain, he came back with blue blacks on his arm and his thumb went sore…we were afraid tat his thumb had been broken….of course the best would be to take him to x-ray his thumb…but……we had a problem! we did not want to tell my mum as my mum has been lecturing my dad and bro about how dangerous karting is….lectures after lectures and 1 day….he get tis….1st we thought tat we should give it a night and if the next day it still happen to be pain we will have to give him a x-ray…so tat night we kept on putting ice bags after ice bags to cool it off…and thank God his sore when off (of course it was still a little pain)…..honestly if you have seen his thumb and elbow you would say it was really bad….and thank God it was a school holiday coz he would not be able to write as his right thumb was da 1 tat got hurt…im not saying tat karting is a dangerous sport…of course accidents can happen but it also can happen in other sports as well…what i want to stress here is tat ppl young and old should learn the rules and know the proper way of playing a sport or game if not u are not only putting urself at risk but other ppl too! and u noe wat? tat silly boy nv even said sorry or nv even had any concern if my bro was okie or not!! okie…so after 3 days…..my mum finally found out…actually she almost found out when my bro kept on putting ice, 1st she thought tat my bro felt hot and did want to bath so my mum made him bath, later she found him with tat ice bag again…she ask him but none of us answered her. when she found out…my mum told my dad tat he is a bad man risking my bro’s life…well i was not there when she found out….but when i was having lunch with the whole family….she told me tat…so she lectured them or not i don’t know la….but watever she said i don’t wanna know……

okie, today’s my birthday….as loadz of u noe i have an 8 hrs heavy lecture on my b’day itself. well, shocking? i don’t think alot of u would bother since my family did not even give a damn bout it but i was glad to have make new frens and at least bought me something good and delicious….haha.(thanks durka) well, after all tis i obviously log on de internet to chat on9 and do some personal stuff, and to my suprise i found out tat my so called childhood fren has a soul mate without even telling me!! (and we recently sms each other!) if you are reading tis…..u should noe who u are la….and you some more ask me wat is my parents opinion bout you! anyway, it was really silly of you to make tat silly mistake at d race track….(well, dun say im being a kpc but it was all over the mail) okie la, wat i wanted to say was, i dun even noe wat am i doing rite now, making myself attend an 8 hr lecture(on wed)…takin a subject tat’s really tough…..and something i swore when i was little tat i would not take….haiz….can’t belive tis….